its about ten thirty and im hella tired. damn i already blogged three time today. anyways, went to my sister's and cousin's retreat thing. they read speeches to their parents. my dad and auntie shed some tears. i gotta say i didnt have a dry eye either. anyways stayed there until two and then they fed us. there was a shitload of food. hahhahahaa. anyways, ryan was waiting for me at my house to take me to keehi lagoon to reserve a hall. ended up calling instead and they said it was close and to come back tomorrow. headed to ryans house and this is where the drama starts. well i wanted to go home first and grab a jacket but then ryan threw a whole fit about it so when he asked later on if i still wanted to get one i just ignored him. didnt want to talk to him at all. so when he started asking me questions, i never say anything at all. i guess that pissed him off. he then started acting stupid with his car and then that pissed me off more. when we got to his house we was already both hot headed. he stormed out and ended up punching a wall or something. stayed in the car cause i was shame to get out since all his friends was there for the BBQ at the pool. he came back in and then we just argued argued ARGUED! it lasted for about a good hour until he got fed up and he punched his rear view mirror. got super spoked cause i never seen him so mad. There was glass everywhere. I ended up crying my heart out and telling him all our problems. How everything was different now a days and how it seems like he doesnt care anymore. How he leaves me hanging and doesnt even tell me where hes going. If he expects me to call him when i go out, he needs to do the same in return. I mean its going to take two of us to make this relationship work. After telling him that maybe it was best that we didnt stay together cause its not fair to our baby and to bring her into this world with a corrupt family is being selfish. He started shedding tears and told me he was willing to change. He even apologized for everything. his parents seen us fighting and they wanted to talk to us so we talked in the car for a while and then decided to just end everything on a good note. i mean its not going to take one day for me and him to change but were willing to work on it. like i said, no more dealing with "there" issues and start dealing on my own. well anyways, walked to the pool to meet up with everyone and ate dinner there. it was freezing cold so i didnt swim. just spent time with ryan and then we watched "Another Cinderella Story." Im wondering if hes actually going to change.
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