Friday, January 16, 2009

so irritated 011909

i dont know if your writing about my boyfriend but it surely sounds like it. well its getting pretty irritating. seeing this and that about a certain "EX" is getting old. if you guys are doing shit behind my back, you guys mind as well fucking tell me. Even if its just talking, its still fucking wrong. finding out later hurts more then you fucking think. you guys already got caught for lying and i comfronted you guys about it. you said you was going to back off. he's going to be a dad and i dont need drama anytime soon. i dont need to know that only now you got over him. shit, if you found out your boyfriend was still thinking of his ex, it'd kill you too. so put yourself in my shoes.

& you on the other hand, i dont know what your doing behind my back. im sick of how things are going right now. i dont even know what your doing anymore. who your talking to or what your doing. it wouldnt hurt to fucking call when your out with your friends or to even call me before you go sleep. this relationship isnt going to go very far if its going to always be like this. you use to call me up the ass and now im even lucky to get one phone call that last more then five minutes. im carrying YOUR baby. get it straight, its either you be there for me or im about ready to leave. im tired of crying and venting to other people about "OUR" relationship because you dont want to hear it. when i go out with my friends, you ask me a million questions and you expect a call from me every dang hour but when it comes to you its a different story, right?! i mean im greatful for all the things you do for me but seriously, who are you now a days. its like you dont even give a damn about us anymore. well hopefully things get better. you know i love you and would do anything for you but things gotta change or nothings ever gonna work out -__-

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