thankful for him 042009

yayay me and babe make 14 months today! anyways, same ol thing went to school; was boring -___- wanted to go and then get home as soon as possible. was toooo tired to be at school. hahahahaa. had a doctors appointment today so i went to eat subway with sister and then headed to pali momi for my regular check-ups. i cant wait till shes here. shes getting so big now, im getting so big. hahahaa. doctor said to watch what i eat because im as big as a fat bitch! okay, he didnt say it like that but i do gotta watch what i eat. tomorrow i become 34 weeks. almost there!

anways, yesterday did the AIDS walk to raise money for those living with AIDS. was suppose to walk three miles but had to take a shortcut cause i had to pee. ended up just walking two miles instead, still good. was hella tired but it was a great accomplishment. so then arnold took me home but went with council to get prom centerpieces. thanks arnonld for the ride. got home and babe was gonna pick me up for a pool party later in the day. ended up falling asleep and then waking up all cranky. was concerned cause babe didnt call yet and it was already three so when he did call i started bitching about why he was taking so long to pick me up. i wanted to have a day for just me and him but then i found out his friends were coming. so i was like " just go them" the bitchy me was coming out and i didnt want to go anymore. he was getting mad too and we ended up getting into a huge argument but he came to my house and i decided to just go with him anyways. got to the pool and found out that he threw me a babyshower with all his friends and co-workers. i felt so shame about being so stubborn and getting mad over his friends being there when they was there just to support me and be great friends. i learned that i shouldnt be so hard on him about cruising and going out because his friends are great people and i never once hated them but once in awhile he needs to learn that he needs to set apart some boyfriend girlfriend time. but yesterday, i realized that i am stubborn and that i should just suck it up at times and stop being so harsh on ryan. well the babyshower turned out great. THANKS BABE AND MANANG JOY! & THANKS TO EVERYONE THAT CAME AND FOR THE GIFTS AND EVERYTHING ELSE! :)